Hello there. It has been a damd while hasn't it. But what happened happened right.

Happy New Year babe. I really wish you another awesome year for you and your family. I wish you all the best and hope you are at your happiest with good friends and loved ones around and above you.

I wanted to apologize to you for any wrong or harm or hurt that i might have done to you but never realised what it was. I didn't know why we grew apart this mid year and if you can just grow up and tell it straight to my face why were that the case, maybe things wouldn't have been the way it is. Im not blaming you, heck, maybe i was to blame in this whatever situation you think i have with you. But i want you to know that I love you. You were that one friend that i turned to when shit happens, but i can no longer have that in you. You were that one friend that I love and hate at the same time. 

Im really sorry for there was a time during the 'hate' moment, i happened to admit tt you are that one 'friend' that i won't regret losing, that i won't mind severing ties with. Im sorry i actually ever said that shit, because i realized that its not true. You meant something to me and I was too arrogant and too selfish to not have help you or seek forgiveness from you. 

My first 2014 letter is to you because i need to get rid of this anger, regret and hate towards you in order to continue writing my 2014 letters to people who does still mean the world to me. Im sorry for not being there for you when i could have and when i should have. Im sorry for letting you down and putting your feelings and our friendship aside in order to have a drama free and fun life. From the bottom of my sincere heart, I really am sorry and i wish 2014 has a lot more of us in stores. I real hope your mother gets better and I love you b. Happy New Year.