Fairytales don't teach children that dragon exists,
Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales teach children the dragons can be killed.
Friday, March 11, 2011 11:46 PM
when things gets in your way and you dont have the time to take a breather, pull yourself back into the present coz, it's all good.
how i wish i can do what 'the lazy song' advice all to do.. haha, yes i said it, i said it, i said it coz i can... today i dont feel like doing anything i just wanna lie in my bed
haha, kudoos Bruno Mars for teaching me that.
anyways..
another week has pass and the weekend is here.. hooray.., shampWOOHOO. my time spent during the last five days were.... let's just leave it at that!? with all that it is, i'm glad time is not wasted and i still have my good night sleep. which is all credited by mommy, for pestering me to go to sleep as early as 10pm. that's odd..
i did a little bit of work here and there. abit of digital art and handiwork all smash together. how i wish i can do that for the rest of my life. doing things that i wan to do because it gives me the satisfactions that i longed for. of course, like every other thing in life, there is always a 'but' butting in everyone's business.
i'm thinking of getting easy money. thinking of taking up a scholarship. i mean one more year to go and it may only be one year to pay them back, so i guess it wont be that bad. i really hope i get the work department that i like. It would be comfortable to work there, hoi? i really think that i should, to help myself for awhile. i want to see where my art can take me, or else it would just be rotting there at the back of my mind, "Why, why didnt i do that?". i might never be able to answer my own question of, what i could have been? i dont think i want to look back and say, i should have done that! On the other hand, i also dont want to recall and say, i shouldnt have done that! but in all, i think in that kind of situation i will just laugh at my silliness.
it really scares me to see myself in ten years time, because i still dont know what i want to do in life at this point of time.
i really shouldnt have brought that up, huh? this is ridiculous. I shouldnt be taking about the future now. to hell with that. i mean, this is now, just focus on the now and the later, would be just fine. I have a terrible habit of worrying too much about the future. I think i should learn to not talk and worry about it and just go with the present. i must enjoy my present and do what i want in the present. i think i should, shoudnt i? Once again, i never fail to speak to myself. So i think i better stop now..
another motto for myself, be in the present.. it's all good..
