I was really shock to know the disgusting truth about my cousin..
on his 'wedding' day..
hadn't he learn enough from the other cousins?
such an idiot..
brutally stupid.
i still has not yet shake off the truth out of my mind..
it's totally irresponsible.
he had to disappoint his father.
i noticed that his father was sitting in a corner most of the time
during the photo taking with the bride and groom..
his father wasn't happy,
he was so sad.

well, when we arrived at the groom's house(my cousin)
we thought this is gonna be a happy occasion.
i saw him getting ready..
looking all good.
with his 'kris'..
However, when i arrived at the girl's place,
where the 'nikah' is 'sah',
my cousins were talking..
a bump..a bump..

all of us were so damd shock..
i was so damd shock.
but i don't want to show..
we were also discussing how ugly the bride was..
hahaha..
bad makeup, infact, terrible makeup..

went back to groom's place..
took pictures there..
yadayadayada.

went back home and felt so sorry for my-this line of the family.
so i'm gonna have a new niece or nephew..
whatever it is, i hope he'll get it all together..
"what had he got himself into"

it took me awhile to reflect on that situation and not
repeat this family's mistake..
i'm still....

saying of 22febuary2009:
"the guy is hot but the girl is not-at all"
"no wonder the girl is not pretty, he have no other choice"

"iman cute aper..putih, handsome ..."
"kak ida, uh ha.."
"we as the siblings of the dad, are just there to cheer up the occasion"

"take care of yourself, don't you do whatever they did"
"2 months?"