Fairytales don't teach children that dragon exists,
Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales teach children the dragons can be killed.
Wednesday, July 30, 2014 10:06 AM
Remember when you were head over heels for this guy? Well that feeling came back and you're a wreck..
He has been dancing on the dancefloor of your mind day and night since you saw him again. This is not healthy and you know damd well about it. You need to shake him off. A part of you is still hoping that somewhere in an alternate universe he will reciprocate these feelings, but the logical part of you is rationalising to your ownself to let this slide.
I want you to remember those feelings that crept back up. To you, he is still charming, he is still hot, he is still desirable, but it all in you head I believe and you have got to get a grip. Remember how nervous you were when he was in the living room with you, not caring about your existance, but still you blushed as you sneaked a peek towards him.
This has to stop and this have to go. Let it go.
Tuesday, December 31, 2013 6:18 PM
To my dear friend
Hello there. It has been a damd while hasn't it. But what happened happened right.
Happy New Year babe. I really wish you another awesome year for you and your family. I wish you all the best and hope you are at your happiest with good friends and loved ones around and above you.
I wanted to apologize to you for any wrong or harm or hurt that i might have done to you but never realised what it was. I didn't know why we grew apart this mid year and if you can just grow up and tell it straight to my face why were that the case, maybe things wouldn't have been the way it is. Im not blaming you, heck, maybe i was to blame in this whatever situation you think i have with you. But i want you to know that I love you. You were that one friend that i turned to when shit happens, but i can no longer have that in you. You were that one friend that I love and hate at the same time.
Im really sorry for there was a time during the 'hate' moment, i happened to admit tt you are that one 'friend' that i won't regret losing, that i won't mind severing ties with. Im sorry i actually ever said that shit, because i realized that its not true. You meant something to me and I was too arrogant and too selfish to not have help you or seek forgiveness from you.
My first 2014 letter is to you because i need to get rid of this anger, regret and hate towards you in order to continue writing my 2014 letters to people who does still mean the world to me. Im sorry for not being there for you when i could have and when i should have. Im sorry for letting you down and putting your feelings and our friendship aside in order to have a drama free and fun life. From the bottom of my sincere heart, I really am sorry and i wish 2014 has a lot more of us in stores. I real hope your mother gets better and I love you b. Happy New Year.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011 10:23 AM
change for liberation.
little by little i feel myself returning to where i was, my happy self, not glad or super happy, just happy. Thanks to Syafa who allow me to open up. thanks syafa.
I am still waiting for the moment for when i will feel truly liberated. Something is going to happen soon, i can feel it. Soon, i'll receive my camera that i've ordered online, i hope i can explore to places daringly. No more fear, no more restriction and no more tomorrow. It's is now or never.
keep it high. dont let adrenaline fall below to the depress level.
This week have been good.. Though i was tired from the long weekend, i managed to shake the shagginess by Wednesday. This week felt longer than it was suppose to feel like. But oh wellls, glad that's over.
I went to soccer training today.. woah, not as tough as my silat training. Another thing, Silat trng was tiring. We had our campus run, at long last, i must say. As much as i want to say that i hate it, i actually enjoyed it, i mean, now i know that i cant run like i used to and that, it's time for me to get back on track in being a good athlete. So dont lose the mojo, once you're at it..keep on going, and keep on doing it. Do not break the cycle.
had some HTHT with some people. I opened up, i feel great, like some things are lifted from my chest, whether or it's a problem that is solved or still on-going , or whether if it something to celebrate about. I felt 'light'. It was like i've moved on from that chapter and looking for what's next.
im in a mood to do something really fruitful to day and this FYP project lecture is already draining me out. Shitdang.. i swear to god, nobody in this lecture really want to be here. such hypocrite.
i am officially $25 richer. thanks Eugenia for holding the pay. Finally bought my lecture notes.
i realized that i love spending time with my parents. them alone that is. yesterday, i spent the whole morning helping my mom, with preparing some bbq stuff. well, i spent most of the time watching One Tree Hill, but at least i'm accompanying my mom at home. I had fun. Later that evening, my dad came home, and i had fun. really with both my parents. i love them, though they are a bit of who they are. They cant really help themselves from being a parent, can they?
a question i have yet to answer for myself.
so the bbq was held over the long weekend. From Friday up till Monday, 2 May. They whole bbq was fun..
Went to have dinner with the girls. We chatted and went home. I was expecting for it to be late, but i guess they're all tired.
I have yet to try to stay up late. anyone, care to spent the night with me? i got the time, now all i need is the people.
